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										Ev'ry Rung Goes Higher, Higher 
									
										  
									
										     by Gale Acuff 
									
										  
									
										  
									
										Sunday School today was about Jacob's 
									
										ladder and we sang that song where you stand 
									
										and use your arms as if you're climbing and 
									
										call yourself a soldier of the Cross. I 
									
										don't know what that means, exactly, but 
									
										it's a good tune. Miss Hooker's our teacher 
									
										and she led us, with her red hair and green 
									
										eyes, and mouth that was just made for smiling, 
									
										she can open it so wide and if I 
									
										had sat closer instead of way in back 
									
										I would've seen into the bottom of her 
									
										belly. Which reminds me of Jonah and 
									
										the whale, or should I say Jonah in it. 
									
										We were all climbing and climbing and I 
									
										could see her shoulders, which look soft, each time 
									
										she got higher. I've seen her hands and arms 
									
										--and legs, of course, I mean where they end at 
									
										  
									
										her skirt, which my mother says is too short 
									
										but Father just laughs and then she gives him 
									
										that look that means they may be married but 
									
										Shut up or maybe Shut up because they 
									
										are. Where was I? I could see her knees, too, 
									
										each time one of her legs moved up a rung, 
									
										and that was nice, seeing so much of her 
									
										but I know why Mother would disapprove 
									
										although I can't explain it--a feeling 
									
										I got from watching her, not just watching 
									
										but climbing along with her, stroke for stroke. 
									
										I'm only 10, there's a lot I don't get, 
									
										but I know that when you're married you sleep 
									
										together and not just sleep but other 
									
										  
									
										stuff in the dark in your room and sometimes 
									
										you make sure it's locked, like my parents 
									
										do at least on Friday nights and every 
									
										so often Saturday nights, too, and then 
									
										there's the night before Christmas and New Year's 
									
										Eve. And their birthdays. But not Halloween. 
									
										You can read in there and watch TV and 
									
										listen to the radio and play cards 
									
										and laugh and cry and sometimes both at once. 
									
										And if there's a keyhole you should block it 
									
										so no one can peek in. Not that I do. 
									
										  
									
										I think that Miss Hooker is 25 
									
										but to be so old she's in good shape if 
									
										I'm any judge--Father is but he's mum 
									
										when Mother brings her up and then he tries 
									
										not to smile or looks out the window or 
									
										clears his throat a couple of times and says 
									
										he's out of Winstons and where are Mother's? 
									
										  
									
										When we got finished with Jacob's ladder 
									
										Miss Hooker was sweating a little, though 
									
										with ladies I should say perspiring, but 
									
										that's a rose by any other name, like 
									
										Jesus said, or maybe Liberace 
									
										or the weather girl on the evening news. 
									
										We all sat down--I guess we made it there, 
									
										to Heaven I mean--but I felt warmer 
									
										and I always figured Heaven for mild, 
									
										not too cold and certainly not too hot, 
									
										something like the Piggly Wiggly grocery 
									
										where we shop each Saturday. And next time 
									
										  
									
										I'm going to save my twenty-five cents' 
									
										allowance and buy Miss Hooker something 
									
										nice, candy or bubble gum or a ring, 
									
										but it can't be too fancy at that price, 
									
										and give it to her after Sunday School 
									
										next week, the ring I mean, and put it on 
									
										her finger myself, if she'll let me and 
									
										if it's not too little and her finger's 
									
										not too fat. That will mean she's my girlfriend 
									
										if she takes it--and me along with it, 
									
										of course--but if she turns me down she'll still 
									
										be polite about it and I'll tell her, 
									
										Well, no one sings Jacob's Ladder like you 
									
										and when I saw you sweating--perspiring, 
									
										I mean--something happened to me and that's 
									
										love so please think twice before you turn me 
									
										down else why should I feel this way and it 
									
										be wrong? That should shut her up and yet I 
									
										want to see her make her mouth so big 
									
										and stretch her lips and show her tongue and gums 
									
										and her teeth like sugar cubes while she climbs 
									
										and climbs and climbs and finally reaches 
									
										Heaven and I came along for the ride. 
									
										When we get married we'll have our own 
									
										  
									
										room and we'll do a lot of other things 
									
										I bet my parents don't, like hug and kiss 
									
										and make babies, though I'm not good at that 
									
										--maybe she can show me, she's old enough 
									
										to know--and see each other naked, which 
									
										might be nearly as good as seeing 
									
										God, or as close as you can get on earth. 
									 
									
										  
									
										                                                       
									 
									Bio: Gale Acuff has had poetry published in Ascent, Ohio Journal, Descant, Adirondack Review, Worcester Review, Verse Wisconsin, Sequential Art Narrative in Education, Poem, South Carolina Review, Carolina Quarterly, Maryland Poetry Review, Florida Review, Amarillo Bay, South Dakota Review, Santa Barbara Review, and many other journals. She has authored three books of poetry: Buffalo Nickel (BrickHouse, 2004), The Weight of the World (BrickHouse, 2006), and The Story of My Lives (BrickHouse, 2008). She has taught university English in the US, China, and the Palestinian West Bank. 
									 
									 
									 
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